gosh.everything just seems to pass in a whirl. all the fun days. its all gonna go. just like that.
i dont want to cry. i dont want to feel sad. i dont want to feel anything
stupid sec 3s, why did you guys have to make that ultra sad video.. now i dont want to leave.
you know the feeling of regret, remorse. its the horriblest things that you can feel.
sometimes you wish you didnt do it. but if you didnt do it, its gonna be unfair. but you still feel sad.
aiyah. why am i still brooding over it.
STOP IT KRISTI. you can get over it. stop thinking about it. WAKE UP.
i feel like crying. but i cant. not for no reason. its not good. but i have alot of bad steam inside me.
cant i just have a hug.
god. if you're there. please save me. stop me from sinking further. take everything away. let it all go away. amen.
a shout of praise.
11:11 PM
